Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.10

Sometimes I wish I could listen to more than one song at a time. Or sometimes I want to fast forward or skip ahead to the next song on my playlist. Then I remember that I love the song I am listening to.

My cousin Brad got married today. One of his groomsmen fainted. Brad almost did.

Mr. & Mrs. Bradley Thames
According to my cousin Lori I have no hope of finding a man now that I have graduated from college. I rolled my eyes a lot this weekend. As if marriage is the only happiness in life.

Sometimes confiding one's hopes, dreams, feeling, concerns, etc with parents makes one discouraged. I should have known.

I cried at least twice today...for very different reasons both times. The first time I was listening to a love story in a church with friends and family. The second time I was alone, in an elevator headed to the forth floor, listening to Mumford & Sons (refer back to sharing hopes and dreams with parents).

A simple wedding...yes please!

My room in North Dakota a.k.a The Black Hole of Despair is ever approaching.

7 comments:

laSonya said...

hope. have hope jessi

chelsea said...

Aw, Jessi. I get it. You'll be ok. We all will. Hopefully. Love you.

At night His song is with me said...

It seems I should share some of my optimism with you... yesterday...

Nicholas said...

We should have hugged more while you were here. Maybe should have cried more too.

TaraB said...

I don't like hearing about you crying and not being able to do anything about it. nick's right... more hugging is needed.

Erin said...

:'( wish I could fly over there right now. love you.

Bjorn 2B WIld said...

One time I watched two TV shows at the same time on different windows on my computer. It wasn't that fun. Your blog was sad, but in a comic way. I liked reading it. Blessings.